Stress=Mess

I am thankful for my job. I love the work, the Air Force, the people (most of them), and overall if you have to go somewhere everyday, it is a good place to go. This week however has not been fun. I made a mistake...opps...that is causing some stress in my work world. I have to remind myself that it is just work and move on while trying not to become grumpy or cynical.

So last night I convinced Jeff to paint my living room for me today...or at least start. This is no fun project with the five window, molding, fireplace, and doorway...a trip to the dentist would be more fun. But, he agreed after a little negotiating. I get home from work today and as I start to get settled in I realize EVERY room in my house is a wreck!! I don't mean a little untidy...I also don't mean an episode of "Hoarders" bad. But, bad enough that if someone dropped by I wouldn't let them in the door. WHY...Why did I insist I start this living room now? I've lost my senses and all though I have not said it out loud...Jeff was right. There was nothing at all wrong with this room. So, I have a mess. But, here is the crazy part. This mess is making me smile. Instead of going to church (I know, I know) I changed into the world's greatest painting pants (which were cut off to painting shorts about a year ago) and grabbed a roller. In a few hours I was able to get a good first coat done on most of the room and prep the windows. I then started sewing the curtains that I have had sitting in the office for over a month, A quick clean up of the kitchen and a load of laundry and I am wired!! I honestly just considered hauling furniture out into the yard to paint...then I remembered my Wagner is busted...darn it. But, I feel better, I really do. I think maybe the anticipation of change is exciting. I can picture it in my mind. Yippee!

Above is the picture of my wreck of a living room. Sorry about the crappy picture, my real camera is broken. The furniture in the middle...the walls half painted...Caroline's Zebra chair in the room from the weekend. Oh my...I think I need a day off.